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When You Don’t Feel Up To your Dreams by Iwundu Wisdom

The Burj Khalifa, rising up to about 830m in height, is officially the tallest artificial structure in the world. The mega-tall skyscraper took five years in construction and has gathered its own deserving weight of mainstream recognition on the media.

But you and I both know that all the detail above has little or nothing to do with your dreams.

Or does it?

It’s just actually that when I try to frame my dreams into structure by comparing it to a real-life artificial structure, I find myself looking right at the Burj Khalifa, or something like it. The aspirations I’ve made for myself are probably as lofty as they can get and my guess is yours are just so much as, if not loftier.

Without dreams, life would be no journey and we’ll all saunter through it like one of those zombies from Walking Dead, and there might be no need for hope and disappointment, along with many other of those sad emotional things.

But the Burj Khalifa was once a people’s dream.

So we dream yet, even with stories of crumbling aspirations and short-changed visions swirling around, because without dreams we’ll only exist – like one of those good-looking mannequins who feel nothing about standing for too long.

You know this about your dreams: they inspire you, get you thinking hard, win you naysayers, keep you going, bring you great friends, and put you in big trouble. And you know that sometimes the trouble they put you into strengthens you because there’s always an optimistic assurance that by that, you could only be onto something great.

But you also know that at other times this trouble seems just an out-and-out blow to your progress and you feel impulsively tempted to push many of your hopes back. Or do something much more worse – like giving up altogether.

Still yet, there are times when, maybe by influence from surrounding pressure, you begin to rationalize your dreams and feel that they are perhaps too lofty and you really should cut them down to a “realistic” height, even though hardly anyone knows what “realistic” means anymore.

At this point, looking up ahead and watching your dreams stare back at your teeming insignificance, you feel subdued by the height and become tempted to cut it down to be a bit possible. A bit believable.

And that’s dangerous territory, because that’s very likely when that dissuasive little voice opts in to pout its blackened lips and say you’re not up to the dreams you discovered yourself in the first place. That there’s an error and little time to fix it.

It may be true that time flies, but man also officially began to fly in the early nineteenth century, although people began to fly before then because whoever dreams have at once been set afloat, above the ground. So if times truly flies, that has got really nothing on you, so far you know your place – which is above all odds.

If you’ve ever had dreams (and I know you still do), then what follows is essential for you. Keep them in mind.

(1) You’ll Meet “Treacherous” Oppositions But Remember That The Concept Of “Dreams” Is Relative

The people who are most likely to have the first laugh at your dreams are those closest to you. I’ve thought about why this is for quite a while and my introspective inquiry has led me to two probable reasons.

First off, I think it’s because these people you’ve included in your intimate circle are people you trust, and therefore, those you first tell what your goals are.

The second is a feeling I’m quite positive you can identify with. It’s difficult to comprehend that someone who you see and talk to everyday, or who you just talked to last night, is dead by morning. It’s in this same way that it’s difficult to really understand, at first at least, when someone you talk with everyday comes up one day with an idea that neither of you have once touched upon. An idea which, when received with a loud laughter, cannot immediately be justified.

It’s not that there’s something wrong with your aspirations and it may not be that you’re telling it to the wrong people. It’s just that at that moment, they don’t realize that they too have dreams. They might have another native word for their aspirations, but it’s all a dream – a bleak assurance that keeps them hoping, going. And because your own dreams may seem loftier than the limit they have set for their own dreams, it immediately registers to them as “unrealistic.”

I understand that a loud laughter coming from just any other people may be bearable, but a loud laughter coming from a people you trust can feel treacherous. But no one hates you (perhaps) and it’s just that their vision have failed to be heightened by your dreams so they struggle to understand.

And a friend of mine once said understanding can be hard. I agree. Even you too will find it hard to understand why they’d laugh at your honest aspirations. Give them time, but not too much time. If they’re bent on saying no, invest your time elsewhere until deep down you see improvements.

You see, the whole world can believe in you, but if you don’t believe in yourself, their belief will yield nothing. So, the great news is that you believe in your dreams. That’s all that matters.

Never stop believing.

(2) Know What And When To Let Go

You have a dream and have a matching team of people who doesn’t help at all. That makes the very few you might find who believe in your dreams extremely valuable – and they have the right to be, because it takes courage and conviction to believe in what everyone else have given up on.

That said, one of the first things I tell new friends is that whenever they find at least one person who believes in their dream, it’s best they hold on tight that person – and if they find more than one, their luck – but I get quick to add too that they should be wary of elevating anyone to a place where losing them seems like the end of the world (I say this keeping in mind that we can sometimes be helpless in the face of love).

And I say that because most of the factors that causes you to lose a creative part of yourself are related to people: either by uttering a deeply discouraging word to you, or offering you an equally disheartening gesture. Having people is essential, but having the wrong people is an updated description of a personal hell on earth. Even more so, keeping the wrong people when you have your chance to keep them out is a dooming tune we can avoid listening to.

They say nothing can hurt you except you permit it to. When you remember that, my guess is you believe that no matter how austere a word might be, you have within you the choice to let it in or keep it away. I share that idea, too, but only partly. Because when we talk about your resistance (i.e. your defense against hurt), we aren’t talking of something infallible, so I believe the resistance should always be pro-active. That means the resistance should come before the actual uttering of discouraging words of offering of disheartening gestures.

No matter how tolerable you are, you can’t always withstand direct reproach. That’s why your resistance should be about picking out those you need from your circle of friends and keeping those you don’t need out. If you earlier separate those who believe in your dreams from the rest, you may not hear the discouraging words or see any disheartening gesture because whoever may be likely to give that will, by then, probably no longer be in your “friend list”. In other words, your resistance is discernment – the ability to separate the chaff from the wind.

Know what to let go and know when it’s no longer safe to hold on to what you no longer need.

Truth is, it’s never safe to hold on to what you don’t need.

(3) Stop Watching The Height. Look At The Breadth

When you look up at the Burj Khalifa, you immediately get struck by its magnificent height and may get distracted enough to completely ignore its massive width. Height awes and scares and with it, the breadth is a distant memory. Same with how our dream looks like when we think of it. We immediately see how tall it stands against us.

Contrary to what you might have heard, dreams are rarely ever fully achieved, they are only followed. What we only achieve in relation to aspirations are goals. A goal after the other. One goal and then the next. When you finally get to what you’ve known to be your dream, a new height to beat surfaces – “a new dream” – because, apparently, one is no longer enough or no longer needed. But that new height was always together with your original aspiration, only that these goals go through a “time cycle” and are part of a larger picture whose pattern you may not yet have deciphered so that when you meet this goal, another comes into place. Your dream is way bigger than your goals and a goal achieved is a step in line with your dream. But it still depends on what word you choose to qualify your aspirations with.

Say your ambition is to become a data analyst and you eventually become one, it doesn’t end there. There arises a new ambition that correlates with the profession – or not. But that only proves that it’s all a network of primary goals that leads ultimately to your bigger purpose. So, I hear you ask, does it mean no one has ever fully achieved their dream?

First, I think it’s time we began looking at our dreams as an integral part of our purpose rather than a wishful ambition. In this sense then, there are people who’ve, without doubts, fulfilled their purpose. You get the point.

So shake off the scare of the height. If your dream could be so tall, it’d only be overwhelming if you don’t pause to consider its breadth. The road to following your dreams is filled with extra promises. This road may no doubt be tough, but for all its toughness, there are so many good stops.

Don’t look too hard on how high you have to climb, focus rather on how far abroad your dreams can reach and then take you to. Look at the width, the possibilities. Look at that and keep your gaze there.

So, whenever you don’t feel up to your dream, acknowledge first that your dream is bigger than you and permit yourself a moment to be humbled by its majesty. But don’t be overwhelmed nor subdued.

Again, whenever you don’t feel up to your dream, go through your “friend list”; there’s someone who’d encourage (except you aren’t yet with the right people). Create a circle with people of like interest – people who’d go the whole 9 yards to keep you from falling from your ladder.

And lastly, whenever you don’t feel up to your dream, remember that the Burj Khalifa was once a people’s dream.

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